My Life | Fuck

I can't believe this happened.

It's my fault. I know. 

I knew better. I knew that I shouldn't let anything happen in the first place.

And the worst part is that last Friday he asked me to be his girlfriend. 

"Do you want to be my girlfriend? Forever" That's what he said. At first I said no. And that if I get close to him eventually I'm going to get hurt. I'm not that stupid. But he insisted, and I ended up saying yes. 

Yesterday, he got super jealous about something super stupid. And gave me a super nasty excuse about why he wasn't going to take the subway with me like we do everyday. I texted him later, he didn't answer. 

And this morning -- he is late for work. He's only late when he sleeps with a girl. I know what. I texted him asking if everything was OK. No answer. 

Well, fuck. We didn't even last a week.